im really not sure but i feel like i have some sort of ocd that revolves around death. i cannot seem to stop think about death whether it's mine, a friend or family memebers, or a strangers. for my birthday about 2 years ago all i wanted to do was go to a death museum which, i did. ive also decided to change my major to become a medical examiner. ive been obsessed with death since i was a child (starting around 2nd grade) constantly imagining my own, whether it's a car crash, sudden illness, or murder. it seems like I'm only able to enjoy a show if it revolves around a murder/death. the only movies i like are gory horror films like saw. im not sure if im just over analyzing this or not but im scared that im choosing a career path solely based on a strange obsession and i would obviously like to stop the constant death images in my mind.
Obsession about death
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