I'm sure I'll be released.

I promise I wasn't seeking pain meds. I was brutally sexually assaulted and I went to my dr because I was in a lot of pain and my anxiety is through the roof, it has only been 6 days since the assault. My dr put me on pain meds and Ativan. At the time I was not thinking about the pain contract, I was so beside myself and not thinking clearly. I wanted the pain to stop mentally and physically. The Norco 10 I'm on wasn't even touching the amount of pain I'm in. Anyway, a lady from the pain management said she was going to report me to my provider for trying to break the contract. I honestly wasn't even thinking at the time. Even though neither the pain med or Ativan was filled. I see my PM dr tomorrow afternoon and I'm worried I'll be released. Should I be honest and tell him and tell him I wasn't seeking? I don't want to tell him it's because I was brutally assaulted. My primary doctor can also vouch I wasn't in the right state of mind and I was distraught. I also found an activist who also said my mental state is/was normal then. Any advice?
I have chronic ankle and heel pain due to 2 botched surgeries and my new surgeon refuses to do anymore surgeries until I'm much older, around 45-50.

I'm sure I'll be released.