Oxyneo Hell

Hi, after years on pain meds, very high dose when my pain was so bad I thought of ending my life, I am going off them. I hope I can handle the pain once I stop but really the meds do not stop the pain anyways so why put myself through hell any longer. I want to wake up without that feeling most of us on these know all too well, gotta take my meds. I am so tired of planning my life around a medication. I'm tired of feeling sick when I am getting close to the time to take them, it never lets you forget about it. My life is dead because of this medication, it has changed me in so many ways. I believe those of us who were put on OXYNEO are being used for experiments as it is a new drug that was developed in such a short time without any long term studies. We are their long term studies and I know this medication will end up doing more harm then good. I think in 10 years we will find out this medication has caused users severe medical issues because of the polymer/additive put in to make it less abuser friendly. Because of my higher dose it will take me at least 1 year to get off this ride but I will, I have to, I am too old to have this problem to deal with and I have had enough.My plan is to get some 10mg and 5 mg if possible next month and reduce 5mg every week/7 days. At -20mg a month I will be down to 40mg a day in 6 months. Then I will try to do the same but if necessary will reduce 5mg every 14 days if I feel too much pain and I cannot handle it.That would bring it to 10 months to be at zero and hope to feel over it by1 year. I will try and put my journey on this forum with hopes it might help other or maybe invite others to join me on this path!

Oxyneo Hell