I'm a 19 year old female and I'm only posting this on this board because I don't know where it would belong to and it's the closest I can understand. I don't even know if it's a mental condition. Sometimes I wonder if everyone has a problem like this but don't talk about it. Anyway, I need some way to explain exactly what I'm feeling here. The other day I walk into a three month, 50 dollar deposited tattoo appointment. I have had one other tattoo before so I wasn't really afraid but out of nowhere, I decided I didn't want it. So I literally walk out. In the car I just sit there and wonder what just happened and then felt the urge to go back. This is not the first time. I was planning to go to college last year after graduating. I chose a school 8 hours away. I was accepted, given a roommate, scheduled for classes etc. I pulled out of enrollment a month before. I decided on an art major, changed my mind and decided English. Each time, each decision, was DEFINITE. My boyfriend, was one of these whims. I chose I wanted to date him, almost broke up with him because I didn't and luckily changed my mind again. I don't know if this is normal. I feel split. I can't form opinions on most things. I will be shopping with my mom and she'll ask about what I think about a shirt and I love it and hate it. Does anyone know what this could be or how I can explain it better to talk to someone about it? Or if it even makes sense? Thanks.
I have no idea. Can anyone shed light?
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