Ok this is hard for me to discuss. Something drives me to seek out sex with a man (I am male) but only if he punishes my bottom until i can't take it anymore then he can use me. In my mind I am punishing myself for something but I don't know what? Sometimes when alone I punish myself with a belt, paddle, or cord. Any ideas why? I am messed up-got it!
Sex as punishment
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